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We like to hear from those who have been touched by Jaymun's life.
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We appreciate Jaymun's world-wide "family" ...lets support each other.

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09 Feb '10
Wow, how blessed was your family to have such an amazing nurse like Andy. Thank goodness for people like Andy who believe there work is more than a job. And just think, he probably has this kind of heart for all his patients. Truly blessed. Jennifer

09 Feb '10
I just wanted to let you know I'm praying for your family today. I hadn't stopped by your blog in a long, long time. I'm sorry that Jaymun passed away. However, I rejoice that he is now with his Father. I'll continue to pray for you all. In Him, Lizz W.

08 Feb '10
I wanted to drop you a note to let you know that my wife, myself and my two boys have been praying for you every night since we heard of your story a few years ago. We continue to pray for you that God would bless you and comfort you. Blessings upon you. Gerald, Gretchen, Grant, Grady and Gillian Stanley

03 Feb '10
Just want you to know I've been checking in and thought Jaymun's love letter was so very sweet. I miss your updates, but understand you're probably busy. Just know, I think of you often and hope you and your family are doing well. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Love, Heather Beyer

28 Jan '10
Dear Kaat Family: I just wanted to drop by and let you know that all of you are in my continued prayers as you try to continue life without your little Jaymun. I have his photo on the side of our kitchen cabinet and see him daily. It is also on a bulletin board here at work. He is never far from my mind and is thought about with continued love by all who were touched by his gentle soul. I know how extremely difficult this must be for all of you so I�m sending this hug and continued prayers your way. God bless you all. Dana Dahm

14 Jan '10
Dear Dave and Jennifer - I still visit your site, I think it safe to say that we all feel a strong bond and connection with all of the Kaat family members. I believe there is an ongoing plan God has for you to share and teach those of us who still stop in - messages of faith, family, and HOPE. God bless you... Peggy

14 Jan '10
You have such wonderful memories. That is a great gift. You have a gift of relaying your feelings to people who don't even know you, yet have taken your family into our homes and our hearts. There you will remain forever until we meet our Savior face to face, and until Jaymun runs up to greet you! Please know that you are prayed for constantly and without ceasing. But for now he is resting peacefully awaiting the big Elmo/Jingle Bell Belt/Winter Boots playground in Heaven. We will surely know when he arrives between the bell ringing and the clomp clomp of his boots! And what a site it will be! All of us who did not have the opportunity to know him on this earth will hear him and pause just to catch a glimpse of that smile that we have seen and heard so much of... We love you guys!! Julie Janikowski

14 Jan '10
I know there are times when it feels like the world has moved on and you are left alone in your pain. Please know there are lots of us out here who think of your family many times, every single day. Life moves on, but the memory of your son and your family is always with us. Becca Piper Forever Mom to Joe, ^^Michael^^ and very soon Selena and Larry

02 Jan '10
Dear Jennifer & Dave
At 2.06 am, all the way around the world here in Melbourne, Australia, you need to know that I find such pleasure in hearing your memories and looking at your photo's, of your beautiful boy Jaymun, playing so happily with his siblings.
For the remainder of my life I will never pass another Elmo toy, mug or t-shirt again without thinking about him and saying a little prayer for you!
If I am ever lucky enough to make it to heaven I will be chasing him down just to get one of those breathtaking smiles :)
For as long as you can, keep blogging. So many people you don't know, including me, shared the highs, the lows, and the overwhelming sadness when we heard the angels had finally come for Jaymun.
It sounds silly me saying this to you that I feel such a terrible loss for a child that I did not know, but tonight has provided some healing for my heart.
To see such beautiful memories of him. He was so happy, and that is all because of you and the incredible love your whole family gave him, those photo's show it on every small dimple and crease on his face! How blessed was Jaymun to have had you for his journey, many people would live a lifetime without that sort of love and you managed to put it all into so many short years, for him to carry with him. You are extraordinary people.
Warmest wishes Alison D

1 Jan '10
We wish you a wonderful 2010. May God bless you and offer you a year of restoration and healing. Once again, our thoughts are with you during this holiday season. Love, The Beyers

25 Dec 09
Dave, Jen and Family, Wanted to say Merry Christmas. I know this has been very hard, but like the poem said, he�s Celebrating Christmas with Jesus Christ in heaven. Betty

25 Dec 09
We're thinking of you so much today. Love, The Beyers

23 Dec 09
Dear Dave, Jennifer and Family, I am fighting tears as I write this. I have visited Jaymun's website for the first time today, but I have read all of you posts in one day. I started looking for ways to register as a bone marrow donor and that is how I came across your website. Jaymun's story inspired me in many ways. I not only realized how valuable and fragile life is, how it should be celebrated every day, how to be more patient with my kids and how much my kids need more of my attention, but also all the ways I can help those around me who are suffering. I now know how something as simple as a bone marrow transplant could save the life of a person, and that is definitely one of my goals for next year. I hope I can be useful to someone some day. I can't imagine how the Lord could take such a beautiful and happy baby away from us. I am sure he was very dear to the Lord and so He wanted to keep Jaymun close to him. I am very sorry for your loss, a loss that can never be replaced. I am a mother of two very young kids and I cannot imagine what you are going through as parents. But trust me, one day there will be peace ...there will be peace when you see your boy again, when you hold him in your arms and hug him. He is in a better place with our Father himself. I really appreciate all the information that you posted in your blog, it must have been really hard to post regularly for three years through the emotional roller coaster. Our thoughts and prayers will always be with your family. Jaymun will always be in our hearts. Regards, Swathi Nandury

22 Dec 09
Hi Jennifer and Dave. You don't really know me well (I know Jennifer from I Remember When) but I feel like I know you both and your family really well. I just wanted to send you a message of thanks for all of your inspirational posts. Dave you should truly consider being an inspirational writer you are so good at it. I grew up in a religious family (my dad is a Lutheran pastor) and most times it was extremely hard being in the spot light of the church but I had a great foundation for faith, helping others and what life should really be about. 6 years ago my husband and I had to deal with fertility issues and I will honestly say that my faith was tested. We are so blessed now with our 2 children, our daughter being just a few months older than Jaymun. When I first learned about Jaymun I immediately thought about what you as his parents must be going through. I came to Jaymun's site daily to read your updates and stories. I was continuously amazed by your continued devotion to god and how you always trusted he would guide you to the right path. I can not express enough how grateful I am too you for the strong faith you had and continue to have. It reminded me of what we should do in our lives everyday and that no matter what is thrown at us (even the most difficult thing as losing a child) we can make it through as long as we still believe he is guiding us. Once again thank you. Have a very Merry Christmas. We will be saying an extra special prayer for you and your family as you continue to cope with the loss of your beautiful baby boy. Laurie H.

20 Dec 09

Dear Kaat Family:
Our Christmas angel this year appears to be someone you know. :) He is a beautiful little guy -- we love looking at the tree and seeing his sweet smile. Thank you for the card - he graced our refrigerator and special bulletin board since you sent it. I see from your guestbook that someone else has a Jaymun Angel on their tree as well. Isn't it amazing how special he is to so many of us you've never met?
Also, here is a picture of our little guy this Christmas -- he just turned three on December 5. Photo sessions seem to be a bit much for him. The best picture of the lot and he looks like he's picking his nose. Guess which picture we used for Christmas cards this year? :)
We wish you and your family a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. May God fill you with the peace and joy of the season. We continue to keep you in our prayers.
Love, The Beyer Family

15 Dec 09
Your daily devotions are extremely comforting. Thank you for sharing them with us. And it helps us to understand your grieving process. Sometimes it is difficult for outsiders to understand what you are going through day by day. The "Christmas Tree Angel" is just precious. I am going to put Jaymun on my tree as well... Just know that you are prayed for by many constantly, and that you are all in our hearts this beautiful Christmas season. Many of us cannot even slightly begin to understand what you and your family are going through. So through your daily thoughts we can all pray for your needs and for comfort and peace to you all as we celebrate the birth of our Lord... Julie Janikowski

08 Dec 09
I've fought with the words to write, as a loss like this is an impossible tragedy that will linger throughout your life, so ...so many things unsaid. My tears help in no way, but just know there are thousands of individual souls that are there for you & your family - WE ARE HERE. People you've never met, people you've never said a word to, people you will never meet, but that is of no matter or means because we are already here for you. Your love for your "little man" will never die or waiver; therefore, he will stand with you always - he is there for you. Please, please take care... Chad

06 Dec 09
Hi Kaat family
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sending me such a beautiful rememberance photo of your precious wee boy. I want you to know that this year he is officially our family's Christmas Angel, his photo is nestled into the topmost branches of our Christmas tree! I will personally never forget your amazing son, I can not help but shed more tears everytime I think of him and that incorrigible grin! Please know that my thoughts will be with you on Christmas Day, especially as I watch my own two children revelling in the excitement of Christmas. And know that our prayers on that day will be dedicated to you and your family.
With much love Maggie Armstrong

04 Dec 09
Dear Jennifer and Dave,
I think of you all often and you are still in my prayers. I hope that you will continue to stay strong through the difficult times and through the holiday period. I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you, praying for you all, and wishing that I could do something to help ease your pain. Alastair.

04 Dec 09
Dear Dave and Jennifer and Family,
I feel like one who is intruding into a holy soliloquy. That which you experienced simply cannot be entered into by one who never quite experienced the same thing. Though we lost ten of our eighteen children, all before they were born, it is not the same. As familiarity grows, so grows love. It's that way with God too. It reminds me of our phone conversation the other day. Had God right away given Job the answers he seemed to be craving - to the why questions - it doesn't appear Job would have be able to handle them, at least not at the beginning. Instead of answering Job's questions, the Lord asked Job a series of questions designed to remind His forlorn child of His greatness, His incredible power, and yet His minute and tender care over creation and creatures great and small. God became the context, the only context, in which answers would make any sense. Once Job was again in awe of the Holy One, he was able to receive whatever that glorious Being designed for him. We don't know that God actually ever answered Job's questions. He did better. He gave Himself to him, and that seemed to be more than enough. I really do pray God has done and will continue to do the same for you.
With all our love,
David, Ruth, and Family

02 Dec 09 Speechless
I am sorry to say that I am one of those people who doesn't know what to say. When Jaymun died I sent an email and said I didn't know what to say but not saying anything didn't feel right either. So here I am again, saying I am still out here, trying to absorb all going on there, and I still don't know what to say, but I'm not saying nothing either.
   I hope that makes sense.
   Sometimes I lay awake at night penning a letter in my head to you all with wonderful things I think and feel about this little boy I have never met, but, cared for so deeply from your words and thoughts and care and love. I'll get it together one day. In the meantime I still check regularly and think of you all often. I can't speak to the god thing since I don't believe at all. I don't know if that's easier or harder in these times of horrendous loss.
I suppose it's not easier either way, there's still a loss to accept, no matter how you manage.
Much hope for comfort for you all. Kathryn

02 Dec 09
Hi Kaat Family,
I just want to tell you hello and let you know I've been thinking about you all. I hope your Thanksgiving was full of good food and quality time with family and friends. I know the holidays will be difficult, I wish there was something I could do to make them brighter and happier.
    You all are never far from my thoughts and always in my prayers. I continue to check in on my family internet family.
Love, Heather Beyer

02 Dec 09
I'm smiling because...
I know you are going to be part of the cure when it happens!
Becca Piper

30 Nov 09
Hello Kaat Family,
    I, too, still check your website for updates. I can understand your grief and that sense of loss, that gaping hole that cannot be filled. I, too, have lost a child, and that is a pain that I would never wish on anyone. My wish for you, is the same as it was for me, it just took a while to put it into motion. You need to celebrate the life of Jaymun. You can never replace him, nor will anything else be able to fill that gap.
    But you can fill the emptiness with the celebrations of the rest of your family. The joy of childhood, the "fun" of teenagerhood, and the true feeling of a loving family.
    Remember, just when you think that God has given you the impossible task of getting through the day, remember that He has not forsaken you, He has not left you to grieve alone. God Himself, is right beside you, feeling the same pain and grief as you, but is carrying 10 times the burden for you so that you do not suffer alone.
    It does get better. I can attest to that. Chris

28 Nov 09
Dear Jennifer and Dave, I have never lost a child, so even though I try to understand your pain, I know it is nowhere near of actually experiencing it. As I pray for your family daily for God's strength, I have come across this Bible verse: And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28.
I pray for you and your family during this holiday season. God Bless, Sheri Kostic

28 Nov 09
Hello Dave and Jennifer,
I came across Jaymun's website the other day because of a research paper I am writing about Leukemia, but I find myself coming back each day to hope for something, anything. As I was reading through Jaymun's story I could only think, why would GOD allow this to happen to such a wonderful little boy and his loving family. Then I came across a post Dave wrote on October 16th 2009 that would answer:
     "I think our Father knew that even if Jaymun made it through this crisis there was more pain coming. I think our Father made a decision to protect Jaymun from that. As a father myself, that is a decision I can understand."
     This answered more than I could ever imagine. I will always keep your family and little Jaymun in my thoughts and prayers and hope one day, peace will be brought upon your suffering.
God Bless. Michele Orlando FL

24 Nov 09
Hi Dave and Jennifer,
I read your post today and it rings so true for me as well. I could not walk down a baby aisle in a store or even glance at it as I passed by for many months. You are still so fresh in this new reality...go gently on yourselves (something that is true and has been told to me so many times). I feel the same way both you and Jen feel...the emptiness of being home in silence, the draw of another little baby with that unbounding JOY they bring to us each and every moment, URG !!! So much intensity all mixed up Together. My husband even suggested doing Foster care (here is some good that can be done with those Giant Hearts of yours). I thought long and hard about it, even did some investigating, but for me; I could nto think about ANYONE coming after my Sally. She is one tough act to follow. So it is on that note (also we are getting older now, 3yrs. more to be exact) that we are complete as a family. For you it may be something else. You have so MUCH to give and already have, I hope you find what is that next thing. It WILL come to you when GOD says you are ready for it. Have a Very Blessed THANKSGIVING, Hugs, Janis

22 Nov 09
I've enjoyed rewatching these videos. I love how excited Jaymun got over Sponge Bob. Tristen, who will be 3 in a few short weeks, still loves his tunnel and playing just like Jaymun was playing in his tunnel.
     I know it must be bittersweet for you all to watch these videos, but I have to think that if I were you, I'd be so thankful to have them. How like God to create a way to revisit those beautiful moments once again.
     I think of you all often and we continue to pray for you all. I am so glad to know you're still updating the blog and that Jaymun's life continues to make such a huge impact on others.
Love and prayers,
Heather Beyer

20 Nov 09
Your living on earth children are so blessed to have you as parents, now. I want you to know I am asking the LORD that I know, the one who is never mistaken or surprised, to comfort you. Your faith encourages me. Karen

17 Nov 09
It might sound "corny" but we are glad to see you are enjoying life again! God bless your family! The Diethorn Family in California, PA

17 Nov 09
Dearest Jennifer - read your post today and your thoughts on wondering why so many of us still stop by the website to check in with all of you. Just had to drop you a note and tell you, I am not sure I do either! But I do. It calls to me. Jaymun and your family have a part of my nearly every day for 3 years.....hard habit to break I guess. I want so desperately to write you a paragraph for your memory book but just can not put it all into words. How can I say what a sweet little boy I never even met in person, did to my life? I guess I check in more to because it is important to me to know how you are all doing, and maybe because I just want to see his face again. I am not sure. I know it does prompt me to say a prayer for each of you, so maybe that is the reason. I also know that you and Dave, and Jaymun are not finished making a difference and maybe I check in to see what is next. Knowing in myheart that this little guy is not through making a difference on this earth..... Hugs Andi Fishlock Barto Pa

16 Nov 09
Seeing dear Jaymun's expression of pure joy at seeing Spongebob was the nicest way to begin my day. He continues to inspire me, he teaches me to be appreciative and joyful - what a loving happy child and inspiration he continues to be in our hearts. Kathleen E.